And here it is, another day. I think the issue of *why* I am doing this is still brewing under the surface. I did feel inspired when I started this project. I don't doubt there was a reason for that inspiration. I should just trust that there is a reason and it will play itself out whether I am conscious of it or not.
I think another reason I stepped back from the story is that I don't want the characters or situations to be too close to my own life. The two characters I had started developing, Hannah & her friend, might be identified with myself and a friend of mine. Hannah is not intended to be me. She has a core identity and past that are not similiar to me. Her friend is meant to be similiar to my friend, but only in situation, not in action or personality.
I will draw on people and situations I know in order to give reality and depth to the characters and relationships in X. I won't, however, bind the story to reality. That would be dishonest to the characters, and an invasion of privacy of the actual people. I have to accept that process and move forward.
I think another reason I stepped back from the story is that I don't want the characters or situations to be too close to my own life. The two characters I had started developing, Hannah & her friend, might be identified with myself and a friend of mine. Hannah is not intended to be me. She has a core identity and past that are not similiar to me. Her friend is meant to be similiar to my friend, but only in situation, not in action or personality.
I will draw on people and situations I know in order to give reality and depth to the characters and relationships in X. I won't, however, bind the story to reality. That would be dishonest to the characters, and an invasion of privacy of the actual people. I have to accept that process and move forward.